Sunday, August 18, 2013

The empty chair.

I sit here, with options-a-many
 but only think of you,
loving souls never go apart but i feel mine partially is missing.

I have come here for many
- some called- for, lamented and lost over block A , u see...

Gloom of Sun like never before,
A sunday without you
and Chai but no 'truck'..

Do you Never miss me by the 'slip of mind' maybe.....
it's not our walks,
neither shoots without pose,
that i miss ...

Neither Noida nor visiting JN
can fill the gap!
It's your Smiling face on my seat next....

It's your worries which vanished like mine, which i'm longing for.......

Coffee home to block A and curse which befell with Cha-B;


It's not the expensive coff-O-high,
but Janpath-chotu chai...

Goodbye still lingers in memories;

at time when i forget that 'story u ended' , is still on from my side!

way above 'love' and 'dreams',


we cherished each other in Artsy--streets!


I write this note dipped in cocoa-strong in hope you smell the aroma of our 'times not so unknown'..

.. i secretly wish to bump into you at a time called Everytime 
i visit the place we roamed once
... hand in hand making them jealous 
of dreams we see
 to reach a place
 we call home 
to escape
 from 'our home' 
and on empty chair next to mine ,
i wish incessantly to see your smile at a time called - everytime...

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

SuCh a MisS!


.
missed u,

looked around for u,
texted u,
called u,
tried best to Find u.........

only in the streets and a few hazy pics, your fragrance in my head, the air I was breath-ing, the aroma of the garam and coffy.... U are Entrapped!
But, I need your presence,
your lips to touch mine!
The hugs, and THAT smile :)
A round of our Street-ramp hand in hand...

the Winter, so is OURS!
Come Win me over,
the left over Battle...
Let's Fight till we Drop..
Lets conquer what is OURS- from Delhi winters to New york Sun!!!!

FOREVER ME FOREVER U >>
FOREVER SuCh!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Spell of his Eye!


He came from behind to shut my nose.
Soon as breaths stopped,cut me into pieces tiny some.

The feast ME was served,
she was thr too,
wearing nailpaint jet black
n big colorful gown n her head held high
with big bun put up on head like crown.

She relished every bit of me like forever kept hungry some.
Then Biting his lips n chewing off neck wd her gums
she confined spells dat made him kiss her n hold her -
a no not d way they went across my bum..
He kept smthing aside like cherry relished at d end..

She knew his moves n took no time to snatch
d cheeryful lips- mine, he kept as my last to make memory some..
He fought till d last bit of me she tore wd her toothless gums..

He looked back n cried,my eyes still lied looking at him in disguise that he wore of his new wh*re..
He knew in last breaths,
I cried for my last wish,
to stare deep n feel,
d love back in his EYE..

Monday, November 9, 2009

..bacK in your Name!

Duno wat u are for me.. But getting back means like I got my world back.. I've missed u wen nites pasd wdout u close.
.ask d fallen tears along for d proof!
They know wat u meant wen I shoved u n had only them to share along.. They fall again 2day wen ur back dancin wd d joy I feel of having you near to me.. My heart screamed ur name thousand times I looked for a frn around.. Its silent 2day wen ur back taking breaths of sigh n watching my blood again flow by in ur name.. Hands empty cursing dat I lost support I had in you.. I confide in you lost trust! I put back in you love that I snatched .

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Free so I flow~

Feel NO no-beat!

Know cried did not alone…

I feared to love you…

Dat tym al was love that I could feel for you..

This is always wat I begged you for

Thn y this moment YOU is I crave for??

2 shots couldn’t get me High u c..

Wat love now you want from me?

I say I’m sorry for what I made you go thru..

Burning ciggs,spillin Vod n dropping off ur life….mite be truth forever!

A break ON this day..

A break off the year..

A break dat I craved!

Do I really love to break?

My heart aches….

Cant leave you no-love!

My pup n nay ov ma soul~

Know can’t love you like dat…

But u know way my heart is all your…

I sit n crave for you O now…

Love-lost n I loathe no-more of you now…

Come-back-words I hear from me now..

Drank cof n feel so fresh about US Now!!

Maybe like run….. n hug n feel u-

Always like MINE so u be now!

Physi yeah! But dat was WAY we always stayed…

Feel no shy baby…Come! Love! And make me dat High! Baby…

All still.. I niche for you…

Back no I want another hitch by you!

Free to flow without sign of Glee or Glow;

i'm putting a final Stop to this LuSty-affair Now!

23.09.09

(evening)

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Feeble Deeds~

Its like a string of WrongS that I’m lapped up into..

Feeble all my deeds stringing chain-full of SinS…

N I got to choose btwn lesser-considered Sin!

Un -effecting Affects…

Crawling without a beat…

Crashing- on a lease!

Ever rising water beneath my feet..

What have I culminated into??

Being lost least effects…

Being crowded n F*c*ed at Best!

They creep up all on my skin…

Cent flites hovering above all day!

By doing most loathed by things I find myself lil laugh …

Need a base, a standing or support!

Tried enuff to shove in btwn all those -

Many a people or relation crap- no count!

Indecisiveness held me btwn random or regular act…

These tears of solitude I cry with

is not what I deserve…. not-now infact !!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Celebate(d) dayS ~

Sinking into DepthS of BlueS.
Loosing on every person I called mine. .
Scattered like seeds no perfect no defined
but all of 'em were Mine..
I let Go off..
otherz let me off!
jus a matter of weekend n i lay all empty handed here...

Sinking into these darker loopholes of life..
I knw this day oughta come smday..
I need 2b heard out ..!
wanna talk aloud...!!
No sipper around
neither talking- talkie i found..
I get bk no-ears for me ..

Sinking in Depths of shady Hues..
smtyms old smtyms new
wrapped in conciuos infinity I lay
with thoughts scattered amidst those Clueless BlueS ~