CapitOL's La-La tale!

Capitol Farewel puttin end to Life long's fun n jovial fairytale. .
Mayb signal frm above to move ahead n make a new livin.
.Fr it al had becm so obsolete. .its always been inherently evolvin Me so major smthin had2 happen to put a stop!!
Gues I'm happy n yeah sorta relieved to hav gotten outa trash i never wanted to be In. .Thrs no intellectal match let alone likes. .
i'v developed my so own taste over d tym n u cant jus put me stuck Wd neverchangin hehehahu stuff. .
Life's sarcasmical joke not a pale mockery of hoverers. .. I'v put ppl to shame Wd such palenes but snob hav i becm inferin new way of painless shame. .
Life's not party of vodka n bitchin about they'v-moved-let-them-live-now(so should You) ppl. . Its bout gettin high Wdout drink n 'house' hittin ur brains to d hilt. ..

Roses are no more necessity of My Garden!
Cant be rose among roses coz i'v cm off ages to be al stern no flowery cactus-who stays uprite against 'usual' water needs n tks sm as per reqd.

Dat nite has exposed with thunder about who's-who .
Even gettin to know so much more Thn wat i'v always been..
This -too involvin -too Gudie side leadin to lil bitchynes has proven fatal fr me tho bringin bout incessant proges since Thn..
It ws a blast graver Thn wat happens in Delhi fr u tend to forget n move on Wd life's constant pace.. but ,mine has put such imprints al around dat happier discussions end up goin bk !
~back on dat Continuous n Unforgetful 'Past Night'!

Identity Crisis!

Fite btw preservin identity n becmin wat others want to c me as. .
Wat kps me comfortable mite not appeal to others..
N wat others want me to c as is definately not me!!
Identity crisis Wud stay till Infinity. ..
Fr i dont wan2 loose my happines fr others n thrs les probability dt they'd accept my Chhavi as happily as it iS. ..

Findin A neverFind!

Findin A neverFind!
Facin a multi faceted unidentified problem. .
be fine soon as i know its cause.
I'm afraid if I'm turnin snob..for I'm already too indifrent Wd ppl/Frns around..
Not bored!!but i hav ppl around yet nobody to talk!!
I'm getin 'desperate' do actualy be in 'proper relation' fr d 1st tym ever.
smthings missin dt i cant figure out ..
or rather 'sm1' to bring back my Smiles..

PaLe JazzY SundaY !

Woke up with hopes a few-to immerse bk into Sea of Blues..
D hurt doesn't Show;surfin thru waves of reminiscence,pain stil growS .
Careless Love n Ceaseless wait. .
Cuttin heart .
curse n hurt . .
Lost faith surge in pain. .

De-Glam!!

Life's moved ->>Glam to Glum. .

Holidays were pack of excitement yr.back n tyms befr dat. .

Always lived to put a smile to my heart. .

Feels so heartless n gotten too indifferent Wd al family Frns let alone strangers who gets No cold looks,for thrz no luk et al fr them!!

I dont live to love but lovE to live..

Solitary Reaper!

Whrz d world!?!

Nah not quantity.. but MY quality- 'world'.. .

Sm1 whose suppose to cheer me up. .Put ablaze my dyin hopes..

My joker Wit whom my smiles wont jus be confined to lips but be gleeful heartful laughter.

Whrs darN! Is my motivational guru to rise me higher fr Every half a step i'd fall. .My strength. .My love!!yeah datS wat i'd say is like glass full of wine waitin to be sipped. .

I'v never felt this empty since 'ages' dat i hav to wait to share my heart out Wd sm1 Spl. .

Maybe it al owes to those who'v made me -used to being such an Unsolitasy reaper lending hands at tyms wen i need none. .

Strange as it feels now dat i do is confine these lil thots or smtym wash them away...Wd tears in wait of sm1 to appear n say -"Wassup teddy bear!jus gime ur hand n let loose from these fears. ."

But,No! I'm never been sorta person who'l sit starin at stars waitin dat Superman Wud Cm to sweep me off my feet to NoMan's land with only me n Him..

Thn y am i actin so desp.frm within. .?

Yea maybe I'm heartful of lovey Chhavi who'l spill out al Love n smiles kept aside along wd al those she deserves. .

'Beings' 'Love' 'Happiness' are sources of my smiles within n eternal satisfaction. .

So I'm never gona be askin fr My share of Love;

for smway or other it'l become YOUrS:)