LoVe-crY~

Cracked.
Break down.
Love cry.
Want headhittin strong High.
Fuck those emoticons.
Fuck ur manhood.
Lusty love cry.
Broken water n so time it is.
2hr. In vain.
2G in drain.
I deserve . . my 2C back.
I cud predict thn n thr dat things be over frm now ON.
I saw u breakdown n tumble against rocksolid faith i put in you!

Y do I ? wen u dont even. . . !!

I dont love u jus dat made myself to do so!
U r not d perfect man or love i ought to

love to.
I'm all empty around

You.
U cannot guise yourself wd love-shower wen al u can gime is lil perkin

up at nite!
Seems like an obligation i've put u thru sm burden of lovin Me back way i did to

you.
You made al ur Gud lovin wd d 1 i can never even cm

near about to.
Nor can u be loved d way i loved mine!
Then y v livin under this constant vague

connectivity ..
n bonded by strings f intimacy wen thr is

No actual chemistry!?!

SiNfully SaNe!

i've left the one i loved.
thn loved this who keeps leaving me..
Living bY this constant state of 'dilemma'
now dat heS bacK am I ready to deliever d same amount of vigour n love!?
He knows D 'DepthS of mY sinS'
YET! ready to accept me as SanE being..

here, I sit by my windown glancing at those nytS byGone..
i see nothing beYond hues of BLACKENed FraY. .
yet! i know (may it be if little.. ) WHITENed shine would swaY mE
soon as i'd pass by this GREY!

i cud see them no more as i analyse
today 'Me aganist Myself' glancing by this window !
with DiStorTed thots . .
I fall in n apart !
Numb as i can be: Halt ryt now is all I need !

(March 09)